I called out to The Lord

I called out to The Lord
help me O Lord
for the world has swallowed me whole
and I cannot see

I yelled out to The Lord
Rescue me O Lord
for my sins have blinded me
I see you not

I screamed out to The Lord
pull me out of this darkness
for the worldliness I'm in has pulled me from you
and I cannot survive

I cried out to The Lord
in all my helplessness
Save me O Lord
let not the sins of the flesh that bind me
take oer my soul and damn me

I whispered to The Lord
eyes swollen with regret and remorse
face wet with prodigal guilt
knees white from kneeling
back sore from the bend

I poured out my heart to The Lord
with all sincerity and good intent
forgive me O Lord, save me O Lord
take me back O Lord
Please Lord, help me

Faster than a match lights up exposed gas
my Lord ran to my rescue
picked me up from my shame
covered me from the worldly things
showered me with love

My soul, heart, mind, strength
love the Lord with constancy and a fierceness
My spirit make way for The Lord cometh within
My Body, be on guard for hindering obstacles
My life, sold totally to God
My existence, for God only. Peace, be still

America, O Babylon

America, O babylon
Do not your whores walk the streets
clothed with fornication, incest and beastality
Do not your men and women abuse thier bodies
with acts displeasing to God

America, O babylon
rise you shall and fall you shall
in this righteous battle
turn towards the light
while time still lingers

America, America O Babylon

Wink wink baby

Sometime ago, not so long ago I found love

sometime ago i kept it with a friend i cherished it so

sometime then it lasted two years or more

sometime we threw trust in and changed it all

sometimes my love was’nt what I pictured it at all

Someone came into my life and gave me a reason

Someone put a glow on my face

someone gave me goosebumps just knowing, knowing

someone in my heart i had to keep

Somehow love withstood barriers and trials

somehow love lasted through tough times

somehow tests blew through and my love was withering

somehow love wasn't enough

somehow, something was still missing

Somewhere, a summered winter thought

somewhere my love was going bad, sour

Somewhere everything went wrong

somewhere i was missing something

Someone didn't tell me what was missing

Someone failed to re iterate

someone stirred the wrong way into my love

someone i left behind for it seemed a lost cause

someone wasn't telling me what i was missing

Someway my appetite left with him

someway my reason left with him, walked out

someway my smile ran out the front door

someway my tears ran like rain

someway i kept noticing i was missing something

Somewhat heartbroken i was

somewhat bitter i felt

somewhat assured i felt, i will never feel this hurt

somewhat helpless i felt, somewhat lonely i was

somewhat empty i felt, i was missing something

Hence push came to shove, hence trust started its test

hence blame changed to shame and grip to slip

hence my one true love started slipping away

hence my childishness noticed only my wants

hence my one true love noticed his wants

hence i noticed i was missing something

However, all was lost in my land of love

however much i tried my true love wouldn't return

however much i tried the void was being created

however much i tried, i was missing something

So that was that and love was lost

so i found trust again and love followed

so love was sweet then love was sour

so love and trust was betrayed and i left that hour

so i still was missing something

While minding my own, while going my way

while stumbling on love, i remembered a time

while remembering a time love stayed, love came

while love reigned, happiness prevailed

while i was still wondering what i was missing

Then came a reason, then came a reckoning

then came a voice, telling me to let go

then came my letting go kicking and screaming

then came a voice telling me to be still

then came my reason, what i was missing

What was i missing, what fact was i blind to

what magic spoke in my head

what presence delivered me of an everlasting failing love

what provoked me to be still, what was i missing

A while passed and i was still, i was still

a while more passed and i withstood the storm

a while more and i heard it, stop it said to me

let me fight for you, stop. Let me talk for you, stop

Then i stopped and love showed up, in all its glory

then love swept me off my feet and it was too good

then too good was not to be true, then too good was bad

then i remembered and i stopped, true good went away

I stopped and was still, I was still and knowing

i was still and knowing that he was GOD

i stopped talking and let him talk for me

i stopped fighting and let him fight for me

I stopped writing and let him write for me

i let him and he showed me my ways

i let him show me ways i didn't know existed

I was still and he pointed to his friendship grown sour and told me to reopen

i reopened and stood still, i stopped

i waited for a while and i stopped

i noticed a reply one day and i stood still

Have you decided to stand still lately

have you let him do it for you

have you seen where I'm coming from

have you seen

What i was missing in my life I've found

what held me back I've shoved to the corner

what made me restless when i needed to stop and stand still

what a fount of living water quenched my thirst

wink wink baby 

all dressed up, but without GOD you're all messed up

so stop, and be still and know

I have the words in me but not the song
like current through my entire being, it cries out to be heard
the spirit speaks within me but I have not the voice
I have the will and the message
Thank God

Bible, not my words

Who will rise up for me against the wicked?

  Who will take a stand for me against evildoers?

Unless the LORD had given me help,

 I would soon have dwelt in the silence of death.

 When I said, "My foot is slipping,"

 your love, O LORD, supported me.

When anxiety was great within me,

your consolation brought joy to my soul.

Can a corrupt throne be allied with you—

 one that brings on misery by its decrees?

They band together against the righteous

and condemn the innocent to death.

But the LORD has become my fortress,

 and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.

such calm i have in my heart

such calm I have in my heart

such peace abides in me

what comfort I gain knowing

He that is in me is greater than

he that is in the world

Gracious, merciful and faithful is my God

He did not forget me in times

times of happiness and sorrow

He did not let my soul perish

in times of weariness and when I was lost

For with His heart He called me

with His arms He pulled me in

back to His bosom, back home

from the yolk that bound me

pulled away the sheet over my eyes

He gave me a way and a guide

He gave me life that I might live

His light that I might see

His spirit that I might breathe

His angels that I might be guarded

He gives me His presence that I might be alive

His presence that I might be aware

His presence that I might not worry

His presence that I might live for Him only

He blesses me constantly and keeps me Holy

He removes stress and worry from my life

He removes worldly things I don’t need

He holds me fast that I may guard my heart

He leads me on my day in peace and serenity

Amidst the daily toil, I feel His presence

in the middle of the storm, I have no worry

for The Lord, The Almighty God, I Am is with me

God who sees all

God who knows all

Three in one God, who is like Thee

how awesome are Your marvelous works in my life

how miraculous are the little things You don’t let slip

look how You balanced my footsteps when I was about to fall

I noticed, thank You

look how You gave me strength when I felt faint

I noticed thank You

look how You help me stay calm and not worry

even when I know it’s about to be hectic

I do not worry a bit because I know You will take care of me

The other day I had goose bumps when I thought of how awesome You are

I was dumbfounded at Your glory and sheer majesty

You are so magnificent and perfect

what can I offer You but my constant striving

to be perfect as my Father in heaven is perfect

how can I show You that I love you so

how do I make You proud of me more

what is that thing You want of me that I will not do

to please you my God, anything

my life I surrender to You

my all I dedicate to You

Never do I want to depart from You

I might as well be dead than to not know You

I might as well be a carcass roaming aimlessly

suffer me not to ever depart from Your grace

suffer me not to live for myself, but only for You

allow me Lord to have this identity as Yours

to live only as a manifestation of Your presence

to live only to give glory and honor to You

and when I’ve done what it is

 you put me on this earth to do Lord

suffer me not to remain here

 in this wicked world of man

o man, how you have turned away from your God

How you have abandoned your God with your part time religion

Come back to the heart of the matter

turn back to God, to Jesus who died that you may have life

The Lord waits with open arms

His spirit ever waiting to receive you

ask with a sincere heart and you shall receive

seek with a sincere heart and you shall find

knock with a sincere heart and the door shall be open unto you

God in the Old testament was so fierce and quick to punish

quick to pass judgement and eliminate evil in his sight

look how He opened the ground in Kadesh and destroyed the unbelievers

look how He caused the flood and drowned the people

look how He destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah

look how The Lord punished Adam and Eve

look how The Lord cursed the snake

then look how The Lord sent His ONLY BEGOTTEN SON

to die for us on a cross

no not quickly by a bullet

slowly on a cross after carrying it painfully

not one of the sins He paid for was His

He shed his blood on the cross and carried our sins away

for with His life he purchased our salvation

and now how do we repay Him

search your hearts

search your hearts

search your hearts

Return to the Father in the name of Jesus who died FOR YOU