Wink wink baby

Sometime ago, not so long ago I found love

sometime ago i kept it with a friend i cherished it so

sometime then it lasted two years or more

sometime we threw trust in and changed it all

sometimes my love was’nt what I pictured it at all

Someone came into my life and gave me a reason

Someone put a glow on my face

someone gave me goosebumps just knowing, knowing

someone in my heart i had to keep

Somehow love withstood barriers and trials

somehow love lasted through tough times

somehow tests blew through and my love was withering

somehow love wasn't enough

somehow, something was still missing

Somewhere, a summered winter thought

somewhere my love was going bad, sour

Somewhere everything went wrong

somewhere i was missing something

Someone didn't tell me what was missing

Someone failed to re iterate

someone stirred the wrong way into my love

someone i left behind for it seemed a lost cause

someone wasn't telling me what i was missing

Someway my appetite left with him

someway my reason left with him, walked out

someway my smile ran out the front door

someway my tears ran like rain

someway i kept noticing i was missing something

Somewhat heartbroken i was

somewhat bitter i felt

somewhat assured i felt, i will never feel this hurt

somewhat helpless i felt, somewhat lonely i was

somewhat empty i felt, i was missing something

Hence push came to shove, hence trust started its test

hence blame changed to shame and grip to slip

hence my one true love started slipping away

hence my childishness noticed only my wants

hence my one true love noticed his wants

hence i noticed i was missing something

However, all was lost in my land of love

however much i tried my true love wouldn't return

however much i tried the void was being created

however much i tried, i was missing something

So that was that and love was lost

so i found trust again and love followed

so love was sweet then love was sour

so love and trust was betrayed and i left that hour

so i still was missing something

While minding my own, while going my way

while stumbling on love, i remembered a time

while remembering a time love stayed, love came

while love reigned, happiness prevailed

while i was still wondering what i was missing

Then came a reason, then came a reckoning

then came a voice, telling me to let go

then came my letting go kicking and screaming

then came a voice telling me to be still

then came my reason, what i was missing

What was i missing, what fact was i blind to

what magic spoke in my head

what presence delivered me of an everlasting failing love

what provoked me to be still, what was i missing

A while passed and i was still, i was still

a while more passed and i withstood the storm

a while more and i heard it, stop it said to me

let me fight for you, stop. Let me talk for you, stop

Then i stopped and love showed up, in all its glory

then love swept me off my feet and it was too good

then too good was not to be true, then too good was bad

then i remembered and i stopped, true good went away

I stopped and was still, I was still and knowing

i was still and knowing that he was GOD

i stopped talking and let him talk for me

i stopped fighting and let him fight for me

I stopped writing and let him write for me

i let him and he showed me my ways

i let him show me ways i didn't know existed

I was still and he pointed to his friendship grown sour and told me to reopen

i reopened and stood still, i stopped

i waited for a while and i stopped

i noticed a reply one day and i stood still

Have you decided to stand still lately

have you let him do it for you

have you seen where I'm coming from

have you seen

What i was missing in my life I've found

what held me back I've shoved to the corner

what made me restless when i needed to stop and stand still

what a fount of living water quenched my thirst

wink wink baby 

all dressed up, but without GOD you're all messed up

so stop, and be still and know